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Welcome flu!
57 infected in RP and ongoing still.
well, one was recovered, the other was tested negative though.

The biggest cluster of all areas.
LOA LOA LOA LOA LOA LOA LOA
It sounds like LOL LOL LOL LOL. AHHA!

No lah.
Strictly speaking, I don't really scared of it.
But what if i get it and pass on to others, this is more dangerous though.

HAIYA...

anyway, i forgot things to easily.
Actually I have some interesting things to share.
Erm, share = care.
OOoooo LOVE!

sad.

hmm, mama today went to thailand with her sisters and brothers.
The thing is that I have never been at home without ma for 4 days.
Another thing is that I am worried. I know is a natural thing.

The moment she carried her luggage out of the house, i just couldn't leave the door, kept asking her to be careful.
I kept my tears away. but when she hugged me, I am already at the point of breaking down.
I am a mummy's girl.

I'm quite sad right now, but the most important thing is her safety. I couldn't be at there to watch her safety, but I'll pray that God does watch over her. Especially when they are going to take a bus at night. Always heard of accidents occurring at night. Couldn't help but keep worrying.

But I'll try to be strong.
:(

busy busy busy

okay. this is the worst week of my life.
HAH. not that bad lah.
this was supposed to be a holiday for us.
but i got to use this to finish up my FYP report.
everyone must be rushing through their reports too.

For the whole five days i have been cracking brains and doing this report.
52 pages and 8000+ words, i wonder if i can break 10000 words record.
I left the discussion, abstract, conclusion, references and appendix to finish.
AHH! in two days time. oh man.
and my hands are not that well recently.
kept getting numb and stuffs. oh well, too stress to care.

anyway, there are some pictures that I would like to show.
HAHA. i did all them during one of our experiment in the lab.

yes, and my team members make a joke out of it.

This is what you do when you are getting bored in the lab.

this was actually filled with E.coli agar plate, surprisingly they made a shape of a tree. So i decided to use the inoculating loop to make a drawing. AHA.This is what I drew on my gloves, its a kola bear with bamboo shoots, clouds and sun!

hmm, a cat actually. used iodine solution and drew this cat on the melted ice cream

it was supposed to be an umbrella with those little cute dots. HAHA! but i dunno how it becomes like this.

another e.coli drawing. its a beach, for those who dunno.

That's all, I was able to do all this stuffs because facis were not here. Or else i'm gonna get killed.
=p

:D a way to release stress!

VERY DEPRESSING

I HATE THIS!
why my family don't understand me?
why do they don't appreciate me?

I had to play my piano.
but why do they always ask me to keep it quiet or stop playing for awhile.
And today I was rushing to practice for the pieces that I need to record.
WHY WHY CANT THEY BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!
MUST THEY ALWAYS DO THAT WHILE I'M TRYING TO LEARN SOMETHING!
i am very sad. I can't play.

I know that piano is very loud, but when they tell me to either stop playing or keep it quiet, it is very hurtful.
I really need to play the piano, don't they understand? If I can't play the piano, I'm not going to be happy.
I want my own digital piano, GIVE ME ONE, and I wont play the upright piano anymore, I'll play it to myself.

Now, I always have to press the middle pedal to make it softer, why can't they let me play.
what's the point of having piano lessons when I have to practice in a softer mode.
VERY DEPRESSING. VERY...........
I feel like stopping learning piano, its so hard to keep going anymore.
And I only have time to practice after school.
PLUS they watch TV the same time I play piano.
AND they like to on the volume louder while i'm playing.

Yes, I might be disturbing you, BUT I have to! I HAVE NO OTHER TIME TO PRACTICE.
why can't they understand this.

I really want someone in the family that love music as I do. someone, who really can listen to my music. I keep telling myself, God will listen to my music, but as I kept on playing, my tears just drop because the words that humans told me. ITS HURTING ME....

As I watch nodame cantabile, it makes me want to play more, I wish I could be like them, playing for hours non-stop. I can, but I guess the environment does not allow. I always thought that if I have digital piano, I can play it whole day without stopping and feeling satisfied with it.

I'll BUY it next year. This is too much for me, I want to play the whole day. Indulge myself with music.



Hey, I was going to post a happier post today. But I just broke down because of the situation here and trying to vent my frustrations here. SORRY people.