sherrs’ reminiscence

okay... right...

2010-10-15T15:20:00.002+08:00

its been months and I'm still lazy to type things. But when i get something to write, I will write longer than what i expect. Just recent things that I want to consider and say out or else I will get full of boiling water! :D

I don't know what you think. but I seriously do not like people who talks without respect or people who do not talk in a nice way. I met alot of people who are like that. I just think that the way a person should talk when telling others to do things/when they want things to be done by other person should be in a respectful manner. Sometimes I really wish to tell the person off by saying "please speak or ask in a proper manner". Sometimes, I think the person do not really know that the way he/she speak is hurtful or very unrespectful. It doesn't matter if you are a low class or a high class, low pay or high pay, low rank or high rank, if you treat others like that, do not expect others to return you a favor.

The worst thing to expect is to order a person to do things with "whatever you have". I think that is so wrong. If things can be said in a nice way, why not? why have to make a big fuss out of it. I don't understand why. With people like this, I don't know how long to stay here. That's why I say, even with good pay, good friends, good environment, working with such people is a NONO to me. nahh. that's all...........

HAIHO MERRY OH!

2010-09-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

Watch "the pianist" yesterday and was inspired by the show and of course by the songs played. And currently learning the main theme of the song. When playing I can imagine scenes from the show and i think its good, because more emotions can be put in the song.

Well, I passed the exam. Thank God, I did what I could, and given my 100%, because I know that, that day wasn't my usual playing. So alright. Now I get to choose grade 8 exam pieces.
It wasn't easy, a lot of the songs need a lot of finger techniques, QUECK! And the A part have about 4 sheets, B part more than 4, C... no need to say, i think its the hardest because I have yet to choose which one to play! HAHHA! Need to listen to listen to two discs, can't decide which I liked best.

Yup... Anyway working, I think I'm sick? Fatigue almost everyday, always falling asleep at 9 to 10pm. Cannot concentrate during sat. Quite tiring. Maybe the thinking makes me sleepy. Well... Politics always happen in any workplace, nevertheless, it does here too. Never like politics, but I always liked to be independent. Once I thought, is this really for me? But is there any job that I do not need any contact with workmates, just independently doing your work and pass it up to your supervisor at the end of the day? I don't think so! HAHHA.

That's the end. I wanna watch my TV! :D MISSED ALL OF IT!

Nervous

2010-08-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

Oh dear,
Please pray for me people!
I'm having piano exam this friday...
Hope I can pass this exam! :S :S

Okay, some updates on my job.
I think I'm getting the hang of it..
So should be okay.. Can't wait for my pass! It looks for professional than the one I had now.

I want to sing a song! :D
I'm so tired.. Just want to sleep more!
I'm so envious!! My little sis don't have classes during YOG period! :((
Yet I have to work... Working is okay, just that I feel like taking a nap sometimes.

I seriously hate squeezing in the MRT, esp the morning!
Today, I met with one unpleasant incident. This man, with BO, took up quite a big space, kept on shaking when there are so many people on the train. *He is a bit inconsiderate to others* I was just beside him when I reached Novena, I said "excuse me" but he didn't even moved himself, just kept shaking :( I am quite angry, cause he was blocking the way! so I said even louder and just squeeze out when he didn't respond. I can't imagine when he was just in front of me, knowing that I need to get out, yet he didn't took up any actions. An overcrowding place doesn't really makes my day.

ok! I need to sleep now! so tiredd... and so lazy! :D

A new post.

2010-08-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

I thought I could blog when I start this new job!
BUT I realised i'm more tired than before.
I fall asleep before 11pm without knowing.

So I can't blog as often.
About this new job, I think its okay..
though the workflow is abit confusing because different teachers teach differently.
HAHA. but i think i can get better soon. Just need to know how to handle different situations well!
And the work occupied my mind till I felt so lost in church today, like my mind floating off feeling that it does not feel like sunday. BUT I glad I went to church! cus i felt big bundle of stuff off me! :D:D

LA! I'm off for now! :D

A Fall

2010-07-25T02:22:00.002+08:00

Have you ever saw a man fallen down deep such that it seems as though you can't save him/her at all...
How to save a person from stumbling if the person does not heed any advice of yours?

Just a thought that I find myself thinking over and over again.
"If a person falls into a very deep, a deeper hole that you would ever thought,
how do you save him/her from it?"
I have tried to give a hand, but rejections are always the answer.
Indeed, I know everything is in God's hands, but when will the person be saved from the deep hole?

Well... to the person:
When I look at your life, I thought; "are you going to continue to be like this?"
"How long do you intend to in that deep hole, or go even deeper?"
"Is previous lesson not graved, not strong enough to get you to wake up?"
I thought you would change for the better after that incident.
But why.. why do you continue? Can't you appreciate those who love you?
I don't understand, why don't you even bother to listen?
Faking a face in front of so many people, can you even do it?

I seriously don't know what to do with that person anymore.
I can't say not to care because I have to care.
But I'm really disappointed in you.
Maybe you are hooked up in it, but i'll be always praying for you.
Pray that one day, you would really wake up.

Oh man, sinful nature corrupts your heart and soul.

Well, sorry for the rant.
Just have to let it out.
LOVE JOLLY.

HAHAH!

2010-07-22T01:10:00.001+08:00

Another one month post!
some updates:
1. I'm not working as a receptionist anymore.
So during this one week, I'm supposedly to concentrate on my piano exams.
I'm trying hard!

2. I have been clearing out stuffs from my room.

3. Currently Slacking!

4. I should be able to blog more often since I'll be home before 8? heh! :D

HMM....
I would be buying the book "the journals of Jim Elliot".
And soon! I'll be blogging about the books I have read.
I realised that I haven't been writing about my thoughts for devotion, so will consider doing so soon. HMMMMMM....

anyways, I changed my blog template.
I thought it was nice.
When I change my blog template, it means I'm REVIVED! :D:D (for a few months? or days? years, i hope) HAHH.

Did nothing today except to practice piano and staring at the screen for 24/7. My eyes are really tired and I'm going to wake up early for tmr lesson. SO.....
NEED A SLEEP people!

LOVES JOLLY! :D,

A thought.

2010-06-13T20:26:00.003+08:00

I hate myself.
For being such an idiot,
for having a fake smile,
for not doing what I promised to do,
for being useless,
for not growing up,
for many many things in life.

I kept thinking about the same old thing.
For that pathetic 8 years of my life.
Back and forth, back and forth,
Prayed over and over again, but it never happens.
Promised to let go, but couldn't.
Tried to see things straight, but never once did.
It's just tormenting me.
When can it be stopped.
I wished I could stop it right here and right now.
Or just let it happen.

End.

Sufficient Grace.

2010-04-09T23:09:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm reading on Psalms recently.
And I thought of using the SOAP method that was introduced to us during bible study.
I thought that was a good idea to read and study the bible at the same time.
And I had written about 5 entries, each a day was my goal.
I think the SOAP method was really good, makes me think deeper to a certain passage in the bible.

I'll talk about sufficient grace.
I'm sure all of us had experience GOD's wonderful grace for us in some point of time.
I'm always thankful to God for his grace that is sufficient, sometimes, even more than what I needed. How often do we thank God for what he has done, for his creation, for his loving kindness, for many many things? I always thank God, no matter where I am, whenever I feel like. I think its a good habit for all of us to be able to thank god, no matter what.

So a verse in the bible,
2 Corinthians 12:9,
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

Let us think and recap on God's grace upon us.
And I would like to introduce this song to you.
It speaks to me on God's grace, really.

LYRICS:

《恩典够用》
演唱：盛晓玫
词、曲：盛晓玫
专辑：脚步
旷野呼声收集整理

停下来回头看一看，祂的恩典一路相伴
闭上眼用心去感觉，祂的爱从不曾离开
抬起头你将会发现，乌云背后还是有蓝天
张开手迎向每一天，祂的恩典一定够用
你日子如何，力量也如何
他应许永远不会改变
要相信不论明天将如何，祂恩典一定够用
每一次跌倒，站起来更刚强
每脚步走得更有力量
要相信不论明天将如何，祂恩典一定够用

你日子如何，力量也如何
他应许永远不会改变
要相信不论明天将如何，祂恩典一定够用
每一次跌倒，站起来更刚强
每脚步走得更有力量
要相信不论明天将如何，祂恩典一定够用
要相信不论明天将如何，祂恩典一定够用

It's really true, the lyrics, it tells of how sufficient God's grace is for us.
When I read it, recalling and thinking back...
God, he never leave us no matter what. He is always there to lead and guide us through our lives. Sometimes when we fall, we do not know what to do, but with God, we are able to stand and become stronger in our lives and every walk, with God, nothing is impossible. Because we know that God faithfulness never fail. And I know how much blessings God has given to me even though there are many times where I betrayed him. He never leaves me. And also, do not worry about tomorrow, for God always provides.

Indeed I can say now, God, thank you, for your Grace is sufficient for me, what's more that I can ask from you?

LOVES! FROM JOLLY! :D

A new start

2010-04-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

First of all,
I would to say sorry.
HAHA! I always have this urge to stop writing the blog and then start writing after a few months later.
What a bad habit of mine.

Well, I got to chance upon this blog of mine,
and I thought, "when did I write these entries? It doesn't looks as though it was ME who was writing this." I guess I wasn't a deep thinker last time. But now, as I look through the last few sharing QT entries, I am touched and impressed. So now, I decided, maybe I should continue this.
Its so wonderful!

LOVES! :D

Late

2009-10-26T13:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting for about 6 days.

While i was reading some articles over the net,

I found one long article,

An abstract from the article,

http://www.wwcmagazine.org/1997/dropout.html

It's true. And I'm willing to admit it. I quit spending time with God. It's not true to say I wanted to be with Him but was undisciplined, or that I desired God's presence but didn't know what to do. I knew what to do to have a quiet time; I even possessed a small measure of discipline. I just didn't want to do it. Arrogant? You bet. Dangerous? Perhaps. A surprise to my Creator? I doubt it.

(My words: I think this true and it somehow applies to how we treated QT, I think most Christians know what was quiet time and what to do to have a quiet time. Many times we say we are lazy, undisciplined. But how exactly true are we? I was someone like that before too, I just didn't want to do it, if I want, I would do, no matter how lazy or how undisciplined I am. In the end, it is also a matter of choice, whether we want to do it or not.)

"Now, when I come to God, I'm not bound by duty. I ask the Lord to give me a desire for His Word, for Himself, for truth. And I began preaching the gospel to myself each day. Now I remind myself to trust in the merit of Christ as my only hope for blessings (Romans 4:7,8). I dwell daily on the fact that, because of Christ's redeeming work on the Cross, God's holy wrath is no longer directed at me (Romans 8:1). And I trust in His promise to continue His good work in me (Philippians 1:6). Repeating these truths daily keeps me from tripping on the performance snare again. And they give me a grateful heart. I try what John Owen suggested: ". . . [to] look to Christ as the one who bears the iniquity of [my] holy things, who adds incense to [my] prayers, gathers out all the weeds from [my] duties and makes them acceptable."

That's all.

I sinned today. Sorry.

thoughts 3

2009-10-20T23:45:00.003+08:00

today I was really tired, so I won't be sharing on my QT.
I just give a question according to the QT
which is,
are usually pride leads to destruction and fall of man?

HAHHA, gotta sleep ! :D

thoughts day 2

2009-10-20T00:06:00.003+08:00

today is a continuation of humility.

multiple blessings from God that I should be thankful for.

today i shall stop here because I am tired.

i'll write more on my thoughts tmr! :D

sorry people. today's been a long day for me.

real bad.

humility and pride

2009-10-18T22:12:00.003+08:00

Today is on humility.

Being humble, can be a hard thing to do sometimes.

That's when you try to be humble, others said that you are being a hypocrite.

But today is about Humility Vs. Pride.

"You can take pleasure in your good qualities or achievements and still be humble. But when you act in a prideful, boastful, or arrogant way, you're not being humble. So enjoy what you like about yourself and what you do well, but make sure you do it with gratitude and humility, and not with pride."

I think its easy for humans to be prideful of their own achievements, and when they get too much of such compliments, they tend to be too proud of themselves and look down on others, well... being boastful. As it says, its okay to take pride in your own achievements but being arrogant and boastful about it would lead to sinful pride.

In example of humility on Paul.

Paul, a faithful servant of God set us an example of humility.

Instead of boasting on what he has done for christ, his service for Christ and his own hertiage,

he boast only about how much Christ has done for him and nothing else.

He is someone that I would like to learn from. To humble myself and not to be arrogant for my own achievements. Remember that it is God that helped me in many different ways, in ways that I do not even know of.

well, this is end of the QT sharing.

http://www.brandonweb.com/gbt/sermonpages/luke28.htm

thoughts

2009-10-18T20:36:00.003+08:00

my left wrist hurts again while playing piano.

sometimes, I am afraid that one day, I may not be able to play piano again.

Things happened so quickly nowadays,

Just reading through things,

and read something really stuck my mind.

God promises.

Sometimes, it seems hard to imagine how would God fulfill his promises,

It may take 1 year, 2 years or much more and in this process, you start to wonder

"did God forget me and the promises?", or you wonder, "is God testing my patience?"

many times, when it comes to waiting, it's really the hardest thing to do.

but by faith, continue to trust that God will really fulfill his promise because he does.

I know he would.

and I should start doing my QT, sometimes, I think I might be drifting away.

I need to get back on my feet.

so I would post my QT thoughts from today.

BTW~ pasir ris white sands has this yoghurt fruzen.

who wants to go and eat with me?

HAHAH :D

bored

2009-10-15T22:20:00.004+08:00

okay, sorry for not blogging for so long.
Just trying to get used to the new timetable and school life.
I guess I do not have much motivation in life and in school.

I don't see myself learning at all, its just like fulfilling my job, doing FMT, presentation just because I need to. Wondering why did I feel this way.
Did I got sick of school? I felt like I want to go high places and jump down, sort of bungee jump, I want to try Singapore's "similar" bungee jump.

Though its late right now, but I really thank all for the birthday wishes. Especially, my parents, for going out so late to buy swensens ice cream cake for me. And my MUM! for making me such a cute "pillow". It's cute and I'll upload the pictures next time.

I want to thank 90s too, who are a nice bunch of brothers and sisters. Thanking eunice for getting such nice bag, there's dog too. Love it.

Btw, I want to go cycling. Who cares to join me in this journey? :D
p.s.: can I really believe? :) I don't know, though I prayed, but should I continue or should I not? Maybe its a waste of time but I just don't know. Its frustrating. Is God asking to me to be patient? I hope so.

Thankful heart

2009-09-15T00:54:00.003+08:00

I was really thankful on Sunday.
My wallet had 20 dollars left, and I decided that I would give an offering.
Just then, I asked myself, "oh, then how to go for the exhibition later? but.. an offering should be made with a willing heart.. never mind about the exhibition, can borrow from sis, I should give a portion of what I have to the lord for I feel that it is more important than whatever comes next."

So I gave my offering. Well, the ticket was $20 and now I have $18 left. Amazingly, when we reached there, this group of people are finding for people to fill up the places to 20 people to get discount of the tickets. And the last three people, which was us, filled up the space. And the ticket was $18, not more and not less.

Here, I realized, how God makes wonders, reminding me of one sharing from candy. That God always provides for our needs, he provides just enough, there is was just nice or more, but never less. No matter how poor we are, how we always complaint about not enough money, but it is always enough for us to live by. I ought to be really thankful.

And how true this verse is:
"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat, or about your body, what you will wear. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. Consider the ravens: the neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds!" ( Luke 12:22-24)

emm, about the dead sea scroll exhibition, will be on my next post.
Be prepared for a long post!

Without his cross

2009-09-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

Without His Cross
By : Joseph M. Martin

Without His tears, there is no comfort
Without His death, there is no life
Without His blood, there is no pardon
Without His cross, there is no crown

Without His shame, there is no glory
Without His grief, there is no joy
Without His stripes, there is no healing
Without His cross, there is no crown

Lamb of God, who bring salvation
And with Your grace, our hearts are sealed
Lord, with Your tears of love, You bathed our sorrows
In Your eyes we stand revealed

Without His tears, there is no comfort
Without His death, there is no life
Without His blood, there is no pardon
Without His cross, there is no crown

Found this version online. I liked the English lyrics a lot and was touched by the song.
But it is the lyrics that speak of the truth and how beautiful the song is.

life..

2009-09-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

now, It's really bored to stay home during holidays, even though there's school.
Last semester, and last year in poly after this coming holiday.
How time past quickly, the way it comes and the way it goes.
While I'm counting down to the day of my graduation,
I kept on wondering what am I going do after i graduate.
Continue to further studies or just work first.
I need to seriously consider these things.

Plus I need to work on my "don't dare" character or just get out of my comfort zone,
just feel that its a need to get rid of that or else I can never move on.

Oh ya, I feel like changing my blog template again.
Seriously, this is what I do when I get bored. HAHA.

:(

2009-09-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

hmm, I was supposed to be happy.
ehh, last week, went night safari with friends and was quite happy! HAHHA.
But I missed WH but she was sick, so well, we shall go somewhere next time!

okay. about today. I broke record of missing things.
Today, I lost my phone AGAIN and ezlink card on bus.
And I cried really hard. Don't know why but that's it.

I can count them from my memory.
Like wallet,keys,phone,books and ezlink card.

ermm,
I want to go the dead sea scroll arts exhibition!
And I also want to watch final destination 4 in 3d.
HAHHA. :D

Fall, slow tears

2009-08-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

Saturday, I just went to the Hallelujah Oratorio concert.
I heard this song, I really loved it.

The lyrics:
Fall, slow tears, and drown all my doubts
and fears and wash away my sin and shame in the
flood of forgiveness and mercy.
Fall, fall, fall slow tears.

weep,sad eyes;my soul in repentance cries
create in me a clean heart, oh God,
and renew a right spirit within me.
Wash me and I shall be whiter than snow.
Take all my iniquities upon you.
Have mercy on me, have mercy on me.

Fall, slow tears, and drown all my doubts and fears and
wash away sin and shame in the
flood of forgiveness and mercy..
Fall, slow tears;weep ,sad eyes;
Fall, fall,fall, slow tears.

song is available to listen at:
http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/look_inside/5266153/audio/29670

lastly

2009-08-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

AHHA. I just cut my hair on sunday.
got a short hair cut, there goes my hair!

I am so glad that the UTs are all over!
I think I'm quite slack right now, I want a job but only for 5 weeks.
Plus I can only work for a few days per week cause got projects. that's bad.
I don't really want to spend all my holidays lurking around at home.
Or, should I just watch drama series for 5 weeks? that sounds like wasting of time.

Well well well.. What should I do then?
oh yes, I need to get a new jacket and make sure that it is thick enough.
this new hairstyle make me feel colder than before.

hais, going to prepare for night safari outing!

A small update!

2009-08-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

well, I'm here again.
Today was the best day in RP!
We didn't had a presentation today, we just looked at the pictures my faci had on his laptop. then had our 6P. HHAH, what a relaxing day.

These days I have been watching a tv show called "fringe", it is showing on Monday on channel 5 at 10:00pm. Its really an interesting show, it talks about the fringe science, a 'pattern' that is happening. Well, fringe science, where science and technology have advanced to the point where anything is possible.

When I watched till 7th episode, it really gives me an idea. When science and technology reached this stage, I can imagine how many 'corrupted' people would take advantage of knowledge like this to create things as such.

I really recommend those who likes phenomenal stuffs and science to watch. Its a pretty good show. AHHA!

well, that's all. going off!
And well, next show to watch is criminal minds!
HAHA.

Zodic Sign?

2009-08-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

hmm, I don't believe in this.
but when I saw py quiz, it sounded so fun.
Well, I decided to play this and post it here.
AHHAH.

The quiz is on zodic sign.

Dating Tips based on Zodiac sign
Lee has give tips how to date with his/her

Lee Shu Yun Sherylyn Zodiac sign is Libra and below is tips for dating his/her :

The Libra might appear a little shy and reserved on the first date. However, the Libra is a gentle, warm, refined person and a dreamer, who looks for balance and harmony everywhere. Their personal charm allows them to connect with people easily and they have a great social life.

People born under the sign of Libra are always willing to cooperate and help others, even to the point of setting aside their own objectives. The Libra's ruling planet is Venus, the planet of love, which endows them with a great idealism and romanticism. Their sense of fairness is strong and they will not tolerate injustices. Even though they hate aggressiveness and bad treatment, if it were necessary, they would show their aggressive vein and their strength.

Libra Dating Tip:
Libras are very romantic and enjoy intimate moments. They will be very loving towards their partner and their natural sweetness makes for a harmonious date. To fall in love Libra people search for the ideal partner. They dream of having a strong, ambitious, outstanding and triumphant partner. Another dating advice: A Libra cannot tolerate aggressive or tense situations. At times they prefer to remain silent rather than argue. Don't hold it against them during your first date.

LOL. But its somehow true lah.

not well.

2009-07-23T10:11:00.002+08:00

Since yesterday, I have not been feeling well.
Getting up in the night for water because my throat gets really dry and feeling bad. Well, now its itchy. Then plus having running flu.
All my friends say: "Drink more water, drink more water and eat less chili."
That's sad. I need chili. HAHH.

Today, I went to school but what happen? I didn't check leo for any announcement.
I didn't know there was lab today.
Yah, so no lab coat, no covered shoes, no need to go for class. now, I'm in the library studying for UT.

I shall update more later. HAH!

New Skin!

2009-07-22T16:46:00.005+08:00

okay! i got myself a new skin!
another one made by yours truly, yes, using powerpoint again.

Not very satisfied but haa,
Anyway, today I woke up at 8am to watch some china channel.

I guess many of us have heard of the solar eclipse and that China would be the one experiencing the most of it. Well, so I waited and watched the news. Well, it took almost 2 hours for the whole process to end. HA.

But I'm quite glad that I am able to watch this since we may have to wait for another 300 years before the next eclipse. yupp.

HAHA. I should be studying UT right now. so gotta go! :D

interesting...

2009-07-21T14:18:00.001+08:00

how long have i not update my poor little blog?

After the stressful G301 presentation, I finally took a little rest and the team might be starting G302 soon. erm..

Saw something interesting. Both good and bad.
Good:
A few days ago I was on a journey from tampines to adjunied by train. There, I saw this women giving up her seat to an old lady, well, natural reaction for those who are willing. Well, she got another seat after that, after a stop, she gave up her seat to another man who was carrying a baby.
How thankful I am when I saw this scene. Appartently, not many of the singaporeans are willingly to gave up their seats to other needy ones.

Bad:
This is another journey by bus from tampines to church for choir. I saw something like this. This lady behind me went up the bus and treated the bus as her home. She put her stuffs on the opp seat and she took out her slippers. Well, she put both of her legs on the opp chair and took out a magazine to read. Well, I guess she was quite unhygenic there.

Another interesting thing that I found out yesterday, that this was the first time in POLY that someone new has called me by my chinese name shuyun. Well, he looks like he has difficulties in pronoucing sherylyn. hmm, i think its quite interesting...

interesting 2: type "inside sbs bus". you will see some pictures that show a very cool SBS bus which is seldom around. Well, if you don't know, just ask me. I'll be willing to help. but its really cool. HAHHA.

:D

2009-06-29T15:07:00.003+08:00

Welcome flu!
57 infected in RP and ongoing still.
well, one was recovered, the other was tested negative though.

The biggest cluster of all areas.
LOA LOA LOA LOA LOA LOA LOA
It sounds like LOL LOL LOL LOL. AHHA!

No lah.
Strictly speaking, I don't really scared of it.
But what if i get it and pass on to others, this is more dangerous though.

HAIYA...

anyway, i forgot things to easily.
Actually I have some interesting things to share.
Erm, share = care.
OOoooo LOVE!

sad.

2009-06-17T11:56:00.002+08:00

hmm, mama today went to thailand with her sisters and brothers.
The thing is that I have never been at home without ma for 4 days.
Another thing is that I am worried. I know is a natural thing.

The moment she carried her luggage out of the house, i just couldn't leave the door, kept asking her to be careful.
I kept my tears away. but when she hugged me, I am already at the point of breaking down.
I am a mummy's girl.

I'm quite sad right now, but the most important thing is her safety. I couldn't be at there to watch her safety, but I'll pray that God does watch over her. Especially when they are going to take a bus at night. Always heard of accidents occurring at night. Couldn't help but keep worrying.

But I'll try to be strong.
:(

busy busy busy

2009-06-12T23:43:00.007+08:00

okay. this is the worst week of my life.
HAH. not that bad lah.
this was supposed to be a holiday for us.
but i got to use this to finish up my FYP report.
everyone must be rushing through their reports too.

For the whole five days i have been cracking brains and doing this report.
52 pages and 8000+ words, i wonder if i can break 10000 words record.
I left the discussion, abstract, conclusion, references and appendix to finish.
AHH! in two days time. oh man.
and my hands are not that well recently.
kept getting numb and stuffs. oh well, too stress to care.

anyway, there are some pictures that I would like to show.
HAHA. i did all them during one of our experiment in the lab.

yes, and my team members make a joke out of it.

This is what you do when you are getting bored in the lab.

this was actually filled with E.coli agar plate, surprisingly they made a shape of a tree. So i decided to use the inoculating loop to make a drawing. AHA.This is what I drew on my gloves, its a kola bear with bamboo shoots, clouds and sun!

hmm, a cat actually. used iodine solution and drew this cat on the melted ice cream

it was supposed to be an umbrella with those little cute dots. HAHA! but i dunno how it becomes like this.

another e.coli drawing. its a beach, for those who dunno.

That's all, I was able to do all this stuffs because facis were not here. Or else i'm gonna get killed.
=p

:D a way to release stress!

VERY DEPRESSING

2009-06-04T20:31:00.006+08:00

I HATE THIS!
why my family don't understand me?
why do they don't appreciate me?

I had to play my piano.
but why do they always ask me to keep it quiet or stop playing for awhile.
And today I was rushing to practice for the pieces that I need to record.
WHY WHY CANT THEY BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!
MUST THEY ALWAYS DO THAT WHILE I'M TRYING TO LEARN SOMETHING!
i am very sad. I can't play.

I know that piano is very loud, but when they tell me to either stop playing or keep it quiet, it is very hurtful.
I really need to play the piano, don't they understand? If I can't play the piano, I'm not going to be happy.
I want my own digital piano, GIVE ME ONE, and I wont play the upright piano anymore, I'll play it to myself.

Now, I always have to press the middle pedal to make it softer, why can't they let me play.
what's the point of having piano lessons when I have to practice in a softer mode.
VERY DEPRESSING. VERY...........
I feel like stopping learning piano, its so hard to keep going anymore.
And I only have time to practice after school.
PLUS they watch TV the same time I play piano.
AND they like to on the volume louder while i'm playing.

Yes, I might be disturbing you, BUT I have to! I HAVE NO OTHER TIME TO PRACTICE.
why can't they understand this.

I really want someone in the family that love music as I do. someone, who really can listen to my music. I keep telling myself, God will listen to my music, but as I kept on playing, my tears just drop because the words that humans told me. ITS HURTING ME....

As I watch nodame cantabile, it makes me want to play more, I wish I could be like them, playing for hours non-stop. I can, but I guess the environment does not allow. I always thought that if I have digital piano, I can play it whole day without stopping and feeling satisfied with it.

I'll BUY it next year. This is too much for me, I want to play the whole day. Indulge myself with music.

Hey, I was going to post a happier post today. But I just broke down because of the situation here and trying to vent my frustrations here. SORRY people.

Some updates.

2009-05-26T15:03:00.003+08:00

Taking a long break before writing this post.

One thing I am very happy about was the re-releasing of bokura ga ita.
I have been waiting for this manga for a year already.
When it ends of with the girl noticing the back of the guy she was looking for.
Finally, the writer is releasing it on 12th of June.
I can't wait since its quite captivating.

Another thing is, yesterday my piano teacher bought Grade 7 scales, sight-reading and pieces.
I'm not taking theory for G6, taking Grade 7 next year.
Anyway, I was so shocked when I saw the book.
especially when there are 4 pages for some of the pieces.
Longest song 3mins. HAHA.
Anyway, I listening to all the pieces and gonna choose the ones that I like!
Can't wait to learn the new pieces, but still, its quite challenging for me though.

I want to thank God.
For:
No lab management UT, because the day before, my laptop was down, so didn't had chance to study.

So sleepy, Lab management lesson is really boring.

Interesting...

2009-05-08T11:22:00.003+08:00

THESE ARE 50 INTERESTING FACTS THAT I FOUND:
I'll just highlight those I found interesting.

1. If you are right handed, you will tend to chew your food on your right side. If you are left handed, you will tend to chew your food on your left side.

2. If you stop getting thirsty, you need to drink more water. For when a human body is dehydrated, its thirst mechanism shuts off.

3. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

4. Your tongue is germ free only if it is pink. If it is white there is a thin film of bacteria on it.

5. The Mercedes-Benz motto is “Das Beste oder Nichts” meaning “the best or nothing”.

6. The Titanic was the first ship to use the SOS signal.

7. The pupil of the eye expands as much as 45 percent when a person looks at something pleasing.

8. The average person who stops smoking requires one hour less sleep a night.

9. Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day.

10. The roar that we hear when we place a seashell next to our ear is not the ocean, but rather the sound of blood surging through the veins in the ear. (Is it? I always place it beside my ear, and thought I was hearing waves. :( )

11. Dalmatians are born without spots.

12. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave.

13. The ‘v’ in the name of a court case does not stand for ‘versus’, but for ‘and’ (in civil proceedings) or ‘against’ (in criminal proceedings).

14. Men’s shirts have the buttons on the right, but women’s shirts have the buttons on the left. (I have yet to research on this. sounds cool.)

15. The owl is the only bird to drop its upper eyelid to wink. All other birds raise their lower eyelids.

16. The reason honey is so easy to digest is that it’s already been digested by a bee. (WOW, i didnt know that)

17. Roosters cannot crow if they cannot extend their necks.

18. The color blue has a calming effect. It causes the brain to release calming hormones.

19. Every time you sneeze some of your brain cells die. (Does anyone knows why?)

20. Your left lung is smaller than your right lung to make room for your heart.

21. The verb “cleave” is the only English word with two synonyms which are antonyms of each other: adhere and separate.

22. When you blush, the lining of your stomach also turns red. (This is funny, I can't open up my stomach though)

23. When hippos are upset, their sweat turns red. (Serious?)

24. The first Harley Davidson motorcycle was built in 1903, and used a tomato can for a carburetor.

25. The lion that roars in the MGM logo is named Volney.

26. Google is actually the common name for a number with a million zeros.

27. Switching letters is called spoonerism. For example, saying jag of Flapan, instead of flag of Japan.

28. It cost 7 million dollars to build the Titanic and 200 million to make a film about it.

29. The attachment of the human skin to muscles is what causes dimples.

30. There are 1,792 steps to the top of the Eiffel Tower.

31. The sound you hear when you crack your knuckles is actually the sound of nitrogen gas bubbles bursting.

32. Human hair and fingernails continue to grow after death.

33. It takes about 20 seconds for a red blood cell to circle the whole body.

34. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

35. Most soccer players run 7 miles in a game.

36. The only part of the body that has no blood supply is the cornea in the eye. It takes in oxygen directly from the air.

37. Every day 200 million couples make love, 400,000 babies are born, and 140,000 people die.

38. In most watch advertisements the time displayed on the watch is 10:10 because then the arms frame the brand of the watch (and make it look like it
is smiling).

39. Colgate faced big obstacle marketing toothpaste in Spanish speaking countries. Colgate translates into the command “go hang yourself.”

40. The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning its head are the rabbit and the parrot.

41. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. (I'll try testing on it)

42. The average person laughs 13 times a day.

43. Do you know the names of the three wise monkeys? They are:Mizaru(See no evil), Mikazaru(Hear no evil), and Mazaru(Speak no evil)

44. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

45. German Shepherds bite humans more than any other breed of dog.

46. Large kangaroos cover more than 30 feet with each jump.

47. Whip makes a cracking sound because its tip moves faster than the speed of sound.

48. Two animal rights protesters were protesting at the cruelty of sending pigs to a slaughterhouse in Bonn. Suddenly the pigs, all two thousand of them, escaped through a broken fence and stampeded, trampling the two hapless protesters to death.

49. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural cause.

50. The human heart creates enough pressure while pumping to squirt blood 30 feet!!

BUSY for the new semester.

2009-04-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

I've been very busy for the past days.
New semester, changing of new timetable.
Now, my dad doesn't fetch me to school, and I have to go home late.

Out of the 5 days of school, three days, I have been staying back till 6, reaching home at 8 to eat dinner. (I get hungry a lot now.)

this life is really out of the box. I mean, its so different from my usual lifestyle.

From mondays to sundays, I have never stop to wake up early.
Not much rest even if I want to.

New class doesn't matter much, old classmates and new classmates.
The facis are a great deal though.

Monday was a boring module(lab management), nothing really.
Tuesday was a bit brain cracking(genomics) yet not stressful enough to make me go mad.
Thursday was the worst and they felt like fridays. (Biotech marketing,management)

This faci of mine, out of his one sentence I guess there were at least 3 "bloody hell x10". Other vulgar language includes "bullshit x5, shit x2, points middle finger x2". I wonder if I would learn anything good out of his lesson. Others may find it funny, but I seriously do not think I'm learning at all. Of course, I don't really blame him for staying at US for 20 years, being open minded; all crazy researchers.

He kept babbling on and on, talking related and unrelated stuffs that I wasn't interested at all. And I don't get his jokes, culture difference, I guess. He said this sentence many times: "You think I'm bullshitting you right? I know, but this world is grease of bullshit, no choice, you have to learn it."

And he gave us a nickname, my friend and I, pillar girl just because we were sitting in front of the pillar. okay.

Lets go on to Friday (industrial and food biotech), okay. Today was quite easy pixzy, so not exactly a too much problem. I found that today's faci was quite nice. But i'm so tired, rushing down from school to tamp then to jurong east because my MP3 player hanged. Finally reaching home at 9plus.

I drained all my energy out for this whole week, I can't even think right now.
hais, I'm sleeping. SEE YA!
TOODLES

Craze!

2009-04-18T14:24:00.006+08:00

Lets see, I'm starting school on monday. Boring.

Okay to the main topic,
Recently I watched this anime; A Victorian Romance;Emma.
Of all the animes that I watched, I love this the most.
One of the reason is that, their music are really nice.
They didn't use any singers for the opening and ending song, just instruments.
Combination of flutes/recorder? and violin, the best I ever heard.
It sound like waltz and minuet, not to mention, romantic pieces.
Menuet for Emma, my favorite piece of all.

Second, I really like the settings.
it was sort of olden European era.
Vintage? I think its what you call it.
I liked that effect a lot and Now I'm so into it.
It was abit like candy candy, lady georgie.

Next, the story wasn't that bad.
It's a typical political stuffs.
Like the guy was of a quite higher social status, falling in love with a maid.
And you know, how it will be difficult for them to be together.
As people like them often marry off with their own status.
AND also the histories behind the show.

Hmm, I haven read the manga yet.
And they said its better than anime.

SO, there ends my victorian romance craze.
I'm so into olden anime.
Those my mother watched before.

I love animes like candycandy, lady georgie.
Though they always have tragic endings.

Candy candy- both her lovers left her(under such sad circumstances), but she found her prince in the end.
Lady georgie - Happy ending for anime. I read from forum, in the manga, her lover died(scarifical love for his brother) and the younger brother was rape?, drugged, i guess.

Now, I'm off to watch Kaze no Shoujo Emily.
So, now what tragic endings/show.
HAHA.
I'll be back to tell you my views on that anime.

Soundtracks, go and listen if you have time.

01- silhouette of a breeze
02 - love at first sight
03 - emma
04 - lace handkerchief
05 - menuet for emma
06 - society
07 - solitude
08 - crystal palace
09 - silhouette of a breeze (piano solo)
10 - with him
11 - emma (piano solo)
12 - the season
13 - solitude (recorder ver.)
14 - separation
15 - confession
16 - menuet for emma (piano solo)
17 - emma (harpsichord ver
18 - william's love
19 - silhouette of a breeze (record ver.)

Be sure to listen to the music!
They are nice.

GROW GROW GROW!!

2009-04-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my beloved little sister wanted to measure my dad's height for her project.

AND, I happily asked her to help me measure too.

AND, I am shocked when she told me I was 156cm!

AND why?

Because I GREW TALLER BY 2-3cm!

OKAY, but I didn't know if it is accurate or not, since she took the metal type measuring tape.
HEH.

BUT even if it is misleading, I rather believe that I GREW! YEAHH.

HOPE I can still grow, even though my dad keep saying that I'm not growing anymore.
HAH. That's all!

tinkle tinkle went off to bed.
:D

Come sei veramente

2009-03-30T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hey people!
I'm gonna share this.
I thought this music was very nice.
And I went to search for the music sheets.
7 pages and there goes my shoulder ache.

Today, I got the scores. I can't wait
Therefore, I started on playing the song,
Sad thing is that I can't really do octaves(fast), and there's like 2 pages of it.
I have to play a note instead.

Now, I just need perfection on some parts.
Hopefully I can perfect this by tomorrow though.

Hmm, btw this was by an Italian artist - piano solo by Giovanni Allevi
I think he was really talented and I got two books of his music sheet.
Other than this, there are a few other songs which are quite nice too.
So, if any of you wants, can get it from me.

Its called: Come sei veramente

5 languages of love

2009-03-24T17:38:00.007+08:00

Recently, I attended the caring team workshop on how to care for others.
And there I learnt about the 5 languges of love by Gary Chapman.

These are:
1. Words of affirmation
Explanation: You need to hear praise to know you are loved, and you may also prefer to express your affection verbally. Negative comments cut right to the bone. You want to hear that you're loved and how much and why.

2. Quality Time
Explanation: This can be expressed either through those intimate tête-à-tête discussions or via doing things together. (Just means spending time together)

3.Receiving Gifts
Explanation: Presents and physical tokens of affection move you. It's the fact that someone is thinking about you enough to give you something that moves you. The objects are of secondary importance to the relationship and sentiment with which they were intended.

4. Acts of service
Explanation: You prefer to show your love through favors and chores and doing things for others. You feel put-upon and unappreciated when your efforts are taken for granted.

5. Physical touch
Explanation:You want to give and/or receive affection physically. This may or may not center on sex.

My sister told me that there was this quiz online, so I decided to take it.
And there, my rank:
#1 Quality time
#2 Acts of service
#3 Words of affirmation
#4 Physical touch
#5 Receiving gifts

When I saw this, I am wondering how true it is because quiz aren't really trustworthy and dependable.
I guess as long as people whom I care about talks to me, I would be happy.

Credits:
1. Results explanation:
http://impressivetech.20megsfree.com/5lovelanguages/5lovelanguages.htm

2. The quiz:
http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=5lovelanguages

So people try the test and tell me your results okay!
TOODLES!

Others often asked me why am I so quiet?
But as quiet as I am, I wanted to be outspoken too but it doesn't works that way.
Times when I tried, I was ignored, then I felt as though it doesn't matter anymore.
But there were also times where I don't even know what to say, even though I hope there was ongoing conversations.
And there were times where there's no way to open my heart to others because I might get teary.
Even the recent piano test, I was struggling to keep my tears away when I talked about it.
Actually I did open my heart to this blog and now, I'm wondering if that's right or not since the whole world can read this.

Past.. Cambodia Part1

2009-03-22T22:07:00.012+08:00

As I was flipping through my CDs,
I saw my past photos which I still remembers vividly.
It was around 2005... how long ago was that? (about 4 years ago bah)

And all these pictures were taking while we were at cambodia, a service learning trip I guess.
It's been so long since I saw these pictures again.
So, I thought of sharing these photos.

This was taken at T1, group photo.
This trip includes primary school students and two disabled guys other than us.

Then we reached cambodia airport. It's quite cool and it was not air-conditioned.

Then we are on our way to Hope village, an orphanage.
yah, world map, cause my team is in charge of teaching geography.

This was taken on the bus.
In cambodia, you can't imagine how crowded it was here.
There were so many cambodians walking around with baskets of the things they are selling.
And they are actually selling things straight through the windows of car/bus.
You can't imagine how they tried to sell their food to us.

I guess the air was quite polluted here because there was alot of cars and like some jam kind of thing.
Btw, they are selling some fried crickets. These fried insects were quite popular there, like fried cockroaches and spiders. My friends bought them and they tried it.
They said it was not bad but instead, crunchy and there wasn't the scary "cockroaches" taste. HAHA!

So, after a certain distance, we finally reached the orphanage.
These kids have just finished their school,
and they are so cute and kind to help us with our luggage.

Here's their dog, I forgot its name though. HAH.
oh yah, there was a singaporean who was there, I think she has been there for quite long.
And she was helping the orphanage.

They are amazed with the camera and they seriously like cameras and taking photos, whenever we took out our cameras, they would crowd around us and pose. HAHA!
so cute. I guess they hardly had a chance to take photo.

Hmm, this was our bunk and its kind of underground area.
The kids slept at the other area of the building.

They had this little carnival and fund raising project for us.

This was what they made, its really nice.

So, that was for the PART 1 of the cambodia trip, I'll be back with more and its going to be a very long post though. HAHA!

See ya!

New blogkin 2 ((:

2009-03-20T19:04:00.006+08:00

Another new blogskin?
HAH.
I guess I don't trust blogskin.com already.
Because the pictures they use are all uploaded into photobucket.
And then there's error.

So, I decided to design my own blogskin.
HAH, there it is, after 3 hours of hardwork.
I rather like doing html, its quite fun..
but the process is hectic, like making the pictures looks in order.

Here's the process of how it is made:

The original template:

After putting the box and some editings:

Then I put in the dogs pictures!:

Then use picnik to add in the header:

Picnik is a really good website, easy to use and good for editing pictures.
you can add text, shapes on to your pictures,
change your pictures effects and create framebox!
So its really nice for those who likes to edit pictures. :D

COOL!

2009-03-16T00:20:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! I'm back.
Let's have some updates on what's going on.

SAT:
I went to IT show with my sisters,
ONE word: SARDINES.
yes, its a lot of people, we were squashed with the crowd of fishes.
well, partly because that's the peak hour time.

hmm, i wanted to get a new mp3 player, i mean, those can watch videos.
and on friday, I even spent like the whole day to find converters for my videos.
the worst thing in this IT Show is that, we wanted to get creative players.
Just when we reached there, climb the long and crowded escalator, AND FOUND OUT THAT CREATIVE HAS PULLED OUT OF THE SHOW!

FINE, haha. we spent about one to two hours there and we went for dinner with my arms aching.
(it should be legs aching, but its the other way around though)
As previously, I went to challenger to check out prices, so we travelled back to pasir ris and found out that they left the 16GB ones. It was 9plus at night. You can't imagine how tired and disappointing and unfruitful this trip was, and i was out for the whole day.

Well, in the end, we decided to courts the next day.

SUN:
After YF, we went mega courts, happily thinking that BIGGER store should have more MP3 PLAYERS. well, there isn't even a sign of the player that we wanted to get, so another wasted trip. Then we went back and forth from tampines courts to century square's best denki, asking for that model and the price. We spent at least 2 to 3 hours over there. In the end, I got my mp3 player, same one as my little sis, while my elder sis decided that she would buy other models.

ANYWAY! Tried out my player and its still okay, so far, no problems with it. I can use it quite well, not much difficulties. I own a creative player though. This is my second one. HHA (:

This post is all about buying my gadets? HAH.
Anyway, had to plan alot of things.
SPY and Wanhong, I need to confirm the cycling trip on friday.
And we can also discuss what date and day we can all go for the ice cream trip too!

I'm FISHY!
That's all.

PS: I'm putting up pictures that my sister took at the esplanade, there was this moasic concert i think. and they had neon lights sculpture and its really cute and nice. HAH!

New blogskin (:

2009-03-08T23:45:00.002+08:00

My previous blog skin has some problems.
So I changed another blogskin.
OKAY.
I just realised that there are some differencess when I read my blog in Internet Explorer and firefox.
(I have been using firefox for some good years.)

So, please view in two different browser to see the difference! :D

That's all!
TOODLES!

Confidence Booster!

2009-03-07T00:35:00.003+08:00

OKAY, here's what I found on the net.

Here are 5 Things you can instantly do to get a confidence boost:

(1) Fake it till you make it; Act as if you are confident and before you realize it your acting it becomes the real confidence you seek.

(2) Focus on the task and not the crowd; by focusing on what needs to be done be it giving a speech or negotiating a deal your confidence come flooding back because you are an expert on what you do.

(3) Visualize yourself carrying out the task; there is power in visualization, see yourself confidently stepping up to the podium or confidently facing a potential prospect and before you know it you are acting out what you visualized.

(4) Smile; a smile can do you a lot of good when you are feeling a bit under, before you realize it people are smiling back and you are back on track.

(5)Reaffirm your self belief; Take a deep breath and reaffirm your self belief, self talk can make a great deal of difference.

credit: http://ezinearticles.com/?Losing-Confidence?-5-Things-You-Can-Immediately-Do-to-Regain-It&id=1320821

And I seriously need confidence booster for my piano.
Had my exam at feb, I guess i'm not suitable for performing.
I was real nervous and get my scales wrong, that that was my worst exam ever.
Even playing in church, I can't imagine when I played well at home, I still got slips at church.
Where can I get my confidence from?
Today, I had my piano lessons, somehow unconsciously, I thought of giving up on piano.
I just couldn't get over the exam but my passion is still there.
I don't have any confidence in taking the next grade exam.

Next thing: Gotta get very busy for FYP. Going back to school for three days to settle FYP stuffs.Ohya, next week my group have to do ice cream for the yu ren sheng and principal to try. HAH! TOTAL sians.

ANYWAY!!! I'll be going to the IT show at suntec city next week, sat.
I can't wait to get my new mp3.
I'm giving my mum my old player so she can listen to her songs!

Going off to read mangas.
I don't care if I'm addicted to it! (:

so see ya!

QUIZZEE? or PERSONALITIEE?

2009-02-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

As promised, this post is quiz post!

PERSONALITY TEST

#1 Shower test
What part of the body do you wash first in the shower?

The following describes your character:

Hair
Artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby but you can achieve what most other people cannot. Dedication is lacking but you will work tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is not important. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistic types. Make the best lovers as you are most willing to explore and please the other partner. Talent is your main strength. Your best partner in life will be those who chose chest.

My comment: I think its quite true though.

#2 Personality type

Introvert, iNtuitive, Thinker, Judger (INTJ)
INTJs represent between 2 and 4% of the U.S. population

INTJ’s are perfectionists. They tend to be exceptionally innovative, strategic, long-range thinkers who pursue excellence in everything they do. Their strong need for autonomy and achievement – and their faith in their own original ideas – drives them to reach their goals. Highly logical and astute, INTJ’s are quick to see the implications of new ideas and products, and will work hard to see their ideas translated into real-world results. They may set unrealistically high standards, and push other people almost as hard as they push themselves. Not particularly bothered by indifference or criticism, INTJs are among the most independent of all the types, and work productively alone for long periods of time. With original minds, great insight, and vision, INTJs are natural brainstormers. They are naturally theoretical and work well with complex and global concepts.

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Loving Your best quality is loving! People like you because of your loving nature. You are a nice person that cares about others. Your loving nature makes you a good friend.
Intelligence
Sense of Humor
Ambitious
Personality
Out-Going
What's Your Best Quality? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

That's all friends!
TOODLES! :D

Ice cream making!

2009-02-24T20:41:00.004+08:00

Today, we had FYP meeting at 10am!
Things were going great as we did our 2nd ice cream trial.
We added all the ingredients for cocoa ice cream and put it into the ice cream churner.
And TADAA!! It was quite nice and we ate a lot.

Alot of things went on and we were down with emulsifier/stabilizer for ice cream.
Its for the texture of the ice cream, so we called like a lot of baking supplies company, but there wasn't any.
So on the last resort, we replaced that with egg yolk.
And I told them that our ice cream is high in cholesterol because we put 5 egg yolks in total!! HAHA!

Tomorrow, we will start to do herbs ice cream!
if you want to eat, come rp!
Anyway, gotta take pictures!

NEXT POST is QUIZ POST!!
that means i would be taking alot of quizzes and post them up!
HAHAH!

so see ya!

Random?! :D

2009-02-21T17:41:00.011+08:00

Today was as usual.
Have to play piano for the little kids at zion house.
At about 2, I went for church choir practice.

As for church choir, this is the first time I officially joined.
Therefore, some of the practices they did I could not understand at all.
But still, it was an enjoyable experience.

I'm under the soprano part, therefore, it wasn't that hard
because I just need to sing the melody.
but my techniques need to brush up still!

A topic to share for today: Would be a song?
This song is called "musician"/"Tsunaida te ni kiss wo".
Heard about this song from my sister and this song was in the episode 92/93 of the D.gray man anime. This song is quite sad and slow.

I think it was quite nice and I personally liked it very much.
Now, I'm trying to learn the piano part of this song by ear.
There are many virations of this music in youtube, but I want the really original.
So, that's why i am going to learn this by listening to the song.

The lyrics of this song:

Tsunaida te ni Kiss wo
So the little infant fell into a deep sleep.
Soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuita
Among the grey ashes in the flames shining...First one,then two ...
ikizuku hai no naka no honoo, hitotsu, futatsu to ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Surfaces numerous of your faces
daichi ni taruru ikusen no yume, yume

A thousand dreams trickle back to the earth
Gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling , the shining you was born
umare ochita kagayaku omae, ikuoku no toshitsuki ga
Across millions of years,the prayers have already returned back to the earth
ikutsu inori wo tsuchi e kaesshitemo

I will still continue to pray
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Please bestow upon this child your love
douka konoko ni ai wo
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
tsunaida te ni kisu wo

So the little infant fell into a deep sleep.
Soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuita
Among the grey ashes in the flames shining...First one,then two ...
ikizuku hai no naka no honoo, hitotsu, futatsu to ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Surfaces numerous of your faces
daichi ni taruru ikusen no yume, yume

A thousand dreams trickle back to the earth
Gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling , the shining you was born
umare ochita kagayaku omae, ikuoku no toshitsuki ga
Across millions of years,the prayers have already returned back to the earth
ikutsu inori wo tsuchi e kaesshitemo

I will still continue to pray
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Please bestow upon this child your love
douka konoko ni ai wo
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
tsunaida te ni kisu wo

I will still continue to pray
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Please bestow upon this child your love
douka konoko ni ai wo
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
tsunaida te ni kisu wo

~end.

Piano version of the song:

DGray-Man_-_Tsunaida_te_ni_Kiss_wo_Karaoke.mp3

Song version of the song is under my music box.

Long term holiday! HAH!

2009-02-21T02:30:00.003+08:00

I was inspired by SPY blog.
And I decided to change my blogskin to something I thought nice.

Hmm,
First of all, My resolution for this blog.

- To write at least a blog post per day.

I think that would be all for today.
It's like 2:32AM now, gotta go.

SO TOODLES!

Revival

2009-01-09T01:24:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2009!

For once, I realized that my posts in this new blog was 9:130 compared to my old blog.
this was all blamed mainly on my laziness.

If I were to update all Dec stuffs, this would be the longest entry ever.
I have decide on my new year resolution!

oh well, rolling back to DEC 2008.
The major event was not Christmas but YF camp. (I did mention few posts before)
This camp was the fourth camp? or fifth camp that I went to.
It was fun and unforgettable but the sermon was not there yet..
I guess the games was cool.
Especially this 120seconds NG,
We had to finish one whole round of station games within 120s and without NG!
It wasn't easy as I thought but my group was the only group which completed this game!
All the games was very different, there was one night, we had variety show game:
1. Don't forget the lyrics
2. Are you smarter than a 5th grader?
3. The price is right
(There is still other games but don't bother to mention.)
It was quite hectic but I still enjoyed.
Lastly, we had this CSI game for the last night!
LAST NIGHT:
Campfire, phototaking and "ton"
Its always the last night of the camp where we the campers would talk/chat till morning!
This year, our favourite game was, "SET YOUR TEMPO ALREADY GO!", "TOOKIE TOOKIE AND TONGKAT TONKAT" & "Some hand movement game".
we played this like million times, whenever we are free.

The last night after the campfire, I chat with my little sis and then played mind games and polar bear with jess, two sisters, abel, shiryln,ray, ellis,hanen and xinci. I heard that we were so loud and high for that night cus those who were going to sleep heard our voices and screams!
And we slept at 5 plus or 6 plus in the morning. dehh.
AHHHAH!!

ANYWAY! this is the group photo for the whole campers!
The arrangement was by rows.
First row, 94&below
2nd: 93
3rd:92&91
4th:90!
5th:89, 88 and above!

OKAY! that's all for the last year.
AND I shall continue the first or rather the second post for 2009!
welcoming back my revival!

what an unlucky month

2008-11-28T17:10:00.002+08:00

This girl here is indulgent to manga.
OMY!
I hate this month.
Its like my worst month of the year.
I can't believe that I got so unlucky!

Third week:
1. I lost my phone, lost all my contacts, which is so ARGH!
2. Dad last minute says that he cannot fetch me to school.
(He scared me to death as I hate being late for school)
3. Dropped my wallet in the toilet bowl!
(that was the most ridiculous things that can ever happen to me)
4. My slipper spoilt on the way to school.
(My dad didn't fetch me to school on that day.)

This week:
1. I lost THE CONCERT TICKET for Charmaine's concert.
(i'm feeling guilty because I think it was lost during the time when my wallet dropped into the toilet bowl and everything gone wet, and the ticket must have been misplaced.)

I hate this month.
AHHA.
nothing goes well for me.

toodles!

2008-11-17T08:25:00.002+08:00

its been 2 weeks since I blogged.
LOLS. Cause I have been reading all the mangas that I can find.

Updates on last week.
Monday:read manga
Tuesday: read manga
wed: read manga
thurs: read manga
fri: watched magadascar with 90s
sat:piano and read manga
sun: church and manga.

As you can see, out of 7 days, 6 days i'm reading manga.
just addicted to stories. HAH!

Nevertheless I have to study hard too!
HAHA. I'm going to study for my next UT!
It's so important, but i cant shake of this temptation to read manga.
HAHAH!!!

new room!

2008-10-29T23:22:00.015+08:00

finally done with the new room.
but the repainting has to wait.

I design this room myself.
Of cus, my mum, dad, uncle and sisters have given some of their advice.
anyway let the pictures do the talking!

BEFORE RENOVATE:

This is my sister and my bedroom:
On the right, its our closet.
Sorry for the mess, I was in the middle of packing.

On the right there is a space,
It was a partition between bedroom and working room.
We can close the door and it is cool. (we can gossip without anyone hearing.)

This is the working room.
Right is my sister's table and the left is mine.

A clearer picture of the partition door and my working space.

we had about 5 of these closet.
HAH!

So this is the end.

NEXT!! After about two days its finished.
but need to wait for cushion.
and now, it finally arrived!

AFTER RENOVATING!

This is whole overview of the room.
left corner is our closet, storage books.
left below is the cushion, we can sit there and work or sleep there.
HAH.
Wanhong! see that purple cushion?
It is the one we bought during 2I and I brought it home.

There you go, the door is gone and now,
the sleeping room is just beside the cushion.

Here is under the table.
to show you there is a hole.
If you are lazy, you can go over from here.
(if you are small enough!)

clearer? the wardrobe closet is moved to the main door.
It was in between at first..
HAHA

these are all my stuffies.(:

this area is for my sister's desktop.

this is my idea!!!
i'm so proud of this.
I used one of the closet from my sister's previous closet.
2 in 1 usage.
It can be sit, there is a cushion on top.
It can also be used as a storage box.
Look at the picture below!
isn't it cool?

I love this new room!
but goodbye gossiping [now, one loud noise, it can be hear from outside :( ]and privacy.
HAH.

Friday is PP poster presentation.
I'm seriously cold feet.
After I heard that you will shoot with questions.
I have to practice my speech.

hurhur.
goodbye earthlings.
that's for today.

HAPPY HAPPY

2008-10-13T20:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday.
Thank you 90s' for the cake, and groupie for the ice cream and card.
Thank you people for the many many wishes.

I was happy for some reason. shh.

Went with family to celebrate.

THANK YOU ANYWAYS! (:

my three words to you

2008-10-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

This is my three words to you for today:

I'm So TIRED. XP

ps. my birthday is just around the corner.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:

You like to be surrounded by four solid walls.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.

You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

Some are true, I feel.

UPDATES.

2008-10-05T22:16:00.014+08:00

Because I am not able remember which episodes I have watched until,
I'm going to do an update on this and also the next episode to watch. :D

1. Naruto shippuden - ~~Ep 78, 79~~
~~Next episode EP81 - October 24, Ep 80 - 17 october~~
~~Next EP82~~
Next EP83

2. Bleach - ~~Ep188~~
~~Next episode EP189 - October 8~~
~~Next EP190~~
~~Next EP191~~
~~Next EP192~~
~~Next EP193~~
Next EP194 - Nov 11

3. We got married - ~~Ep27~~
~~Next episode EP28~~
~~Next EP 29~~
~~Next EP30~~
~~Next EP31~~
Next EP32

4. Shugo Chara - ~~Ep49~~
~~Next episode EP50~~
~~Next EP52; shugo chara doki~~
~~Next EP53~~
~~Next EP54~~
Next EP55

5. Earl and Fairy -~~Ep 4~~
~~Next Ep 5~~
Next Ep 6

Manga

1. D. Gray man - ~~Ep174~~
~~Next episode EP175~~
~~Next EP176~~
~~Next EP177~~
~~Next EP178~~
Next EP179

2. Kamichama Karin Chu -~~Ep18~~
Next episode EP19

3. Vampire Knight -~~Ep43~~
~~Next episode EP44~~
Next EP45

4. Beauty Pop -~~Ep40~~
~~Next episode EP41~~
Next Ep 46

5. Naturo - ~~Ep 419~~
~~Next episode EP420~~
~~Next EP421~~
~~Next EP422~~
~~Next EP423~~
~~Next EP424~~
Next EP425

6. Skip Beat -~~Ep130~~
~~Next Ep131~~
Next EP 132

OH MAN!!!!
I realised I watched a lot of animes and manga.
lols, I dunno why.

Brain dead

2008-10-02T18:14:00.003+08:00

Biochemistry has killed my brain cells yet again.
Luckily, I took 969 home.
There isn't much people on 969 bus, so its usually quiet.
So, I just slept all the way. :D

Mum cooked lontong today, YES!
I so love lontong.

I want to go overseas soon.

List of "end-of-year" to do,

1) YF camp 15-17 Dec
2) Genting trip 8-10 Dec (tentative)
3) Church Christmas celebration
4) Family Christmas celebration 25 Dec
5) Get all my sprees soon.

okayys, will update more later.

Last day of SEPT

2008-10-01T15:17:00.002+08:00

First post of the month

School holiday for yesterday and today, whee~

Some updates; my wiwi spree has arrived, betwo still arriving status and pgmall, restocking.

Bought two girl guides cookies and finished one box. XP

I'm still on naruto and bleach episodes

Haven check on We got married episodes.

Yesterday!!

I'm quite busy today as I spent the whole day doing my bulletin board.

I'm very happy with the results.

Intro: I got this idea when I search on the net for bedroom desgins. And there was a blog that show this ribbon bulletin board and I felt that it was really nice.

And, I also thought this was a good idea to put pictures and stuffs

So I went to search a video on ribbon bulletin board.

And they gave instructions on how to make it.

And then, an idea came to my mind as I walked through the house for materials.

I saw my sister's unused nylon string and I thought of a beach theme.

And the blue would suit my bedroom wall.

Then I found blue fabric and TADAA~

So this is my schedule for yesterday,

From 130-252; Went popular at TM.

Bought; corkboard, brads, tacks, paint, staple & staplets, bottle drink

252-402; Went to pasir ris park.

Collect sand and some seashells.

402- 430; Went to nearby minimart.

Bought, two glue and tibit.

Then back home.

I started my work at around 5 plus and end at about 11 plus.

And this is the result piece!

Here's is when you put picture or messages.

It looks really cool.

and btw, the blue color is sea,(not sky) and brown is the beach.

This was presented in the view point of me, standing on the beach looking towards the sea.

Check out this webbie to make your own ribbon bulletin board!

Think of ideas that shows your creativity. Not just ribbons and fabric.

(http://www.marthastewart.com/portal/site/mslo/menuitem.3a0656639de62ad593598e10d373a0a0/?vgnextoid=2c4ec137bf22f010VgnVCM1000003d370a0aRCRD&video_id=0&rsc=related)

new blog!

2008-10-01T01:03:00.003+08:00

I changed back to blogspot.

One reason being, no tagboard in wordpress and livejournal.

Another being, I LOVE DOGS! and this is my favourite movie.

Enjoy and HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY, HAPPY HARI RAYA HAJI!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TOO!

Shall post some entries from wordpress!